icangetpastthis (original poster member #74602) posted at 3:43 AM on Tuesday, April 15th, 2025
It's a daily struggle, but just staying in my lane one day at a time. Last night and it seems - every few nights I wake up in the middle of the night and the thoughts of it all keep me awake. How he is, how it is. Ugh. For a of couple hours. Try different things, then FINALLY get back to sleep. Leafields thank you for your last response. I needed that - as I've read it in here in other posts, but I guess my heart is still trying to catch up to what is happening here. I often have to move it through my head like a check off list to again realize that I am moving on the correct path.
M = 40 yrs on DDay = May 2017
Me/BS = 59; WH = 61
In House Separated = May 2024
Filed For D = March 2025
Remember who you are and what you want.
